How long it has been. I've never forgotten you don't worry.

You are what a diary would be to an angsty teenage girl. 

You contain my funny letterings, my emo posts, my desperate cries for attention, my words hidden in white, my jubilations, my crushes, my successes my failures. 

You are who made me, me. 

Anyway. Here's my life update after.. 2 years? Its 2013.

Well I can add NUS to my list of schools there. I'm doing Psychology. I can never remember how or why I wanted to do it, but I'm glad I did cos never have i been happier learning what I'm learning. Although that's gonna come to an end soon.

I'm glad that most of the friends i've listed as friends, are still my friends. Minus the dropouts, the majority are still close to heart. 

I have another sister now! Last i saw annette as a baby, she's 4. She's now the older one, who doesn't like to eat and his helllluva stubborn kid that i love so so so dearly. Kids teach me what unconditional love is about. Annette's the one that made me know I need one of them babies as my own. At least I know something about what I want from my future. 

I have a boyfriendddd hehehe. That I love, and today's the start of our 38th month together. 

***H (idk who can google and find this blog so.. yknow) is out of my life. After years of pain. I still love her dearly, miss her dearly, but i'm glad i'm closing that chapter. (still fighting the urge to go on rambling in code like i used to)

But you know. I think i'm pretty much the same girl. The one who gets emotional and confused, and the one who finds so much strength in herself and in God. The one who still loves her friends but is slowly learning to let them go. The one who still gets angry and fights with her brother and mother, just not her father anymore. The one who is always so naively optimistic, but I think I'm a little bit more realistic now. The one who still believes that when everything else fails, you should smile. Haha.

I'm 22. Lets come back here another day and see what's happened!